Fight Club

I got in my first kinda fight with my bestest friend in the entire world today, on her 21st birthday,

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but iti was THE funniest thing in the world. Never argue with a plastered 21 year old with the worst only child syndrome when intoxicated, on the one day of the year that you have to encourage her to drink more. hahah

oh, i love my celena :D

anywhooo

I was thinking today, since I was work at 8 o'clock in the frickin morning, and the only thing I could do to stay awake was think about the randomest things, that I neeeeeed to get plugged into a church. Despite my stubborn inability to just give all my troubles to God, I, for the first time in far too long, feel God's hand directly in my life, I feel the desperate need for Spiritual feasting. The only problem is I have no idea where to go. I have been to Rock Harbor, NMC, and Newport, but while I enjoyed them, never really felt connected. I want to try them again at least once, and others in the area until I find the one that is home, but it is hard sometimes with work and all the other shit, to find the time, motivation, and comfort to go to church for the first time in a long time. Especially if you are going by yourself. Selfish as it may be to admit, and assured as I may be in my love for my Lord and Savior, it can still be hard to get to church, and devote the time that He far more than deserves to working towards pleasing Him.

I just really hope I can find one soon.

:/