Hi blogger. sorry i have been the shittiest friend ever, but I have returned. ready for an update?Life has been... interesting lately. I have found myself changing so rapidly, that I even lose myself in the blur. Emo lyric as that may sound, its true. I just hope that i can find a steady ground as soon as possible. Its weird, just when I felt set in my life, and joyful with the friends I call my closest, God gave me a few more, that I cannot possible live without. And through my changes and the changes their growing through, and the craziness that I become with each of them in different ways, I feel like I am transforming. I feel my vulnerablity levels finally losening their death grip on me, and I am finding that it is ok to be happy... for no apparent reason. weird thought right.
aaaaanywho. Following the example of my new BF10, I think that I want to start a new blog. This one is good, so calm down tonto, I'm not ditching your ass, I just kinda want to start a fictional blog. write about everything, and nothing at all. maybe i'll have a steady character, or you know name.. oooh assume a new personality. psychotic, yea... but that makes it all the more interesting. we shaaaallll see.
So anywho. I may be getting promoted at good old tj maxx, AND i've been doing my internship at the honorable Senator Tom Harman's office for a little while now. Look at me being all responsible and shit. :] hahahah. suck on thaaaat. lbalbalbalbalbaaaaaaaa. [just dont ask]
what else is new and exciting in my life? not much. at least nothing of real importance that I want to ramble about for ages, which i think we all can assume would be the case. Oh, one exciting fact, I went to Robert and Jenni's wedding over the weekend. and GUESS who caught the boquet. hahahahahaha. i pray for the other single women at the wedding that the myth is false that the boquet catcher is the next to get married. because if its true, those poor women are going to be waiting a whiiiiiiiiiile. I mean considering my luck with men, though hopefully in my future, marriage is gonna be a looooooong way away.
well, my motivation for this blog has officially committed suicide. so peace ooooowwwwwttttteeee
